okay. so much has changed... i was just watching a bunch of madonna videos with jason, marveling about how many metamorphoses madonna has gone through, and i felt very inspired. i feel at times that i am in the process of my own life change, and i'm becoming an amalgam of all those pieces of myself that have been scattered over the past. what? well, jennifer and the kids moved out, last saturday. life came crashing down all around finally. i'll figure it out. i miss the kids. i feel adrift most of the time, and excited about what is to come on occasion. i really just wanted to update the site, and get madonna's pic up there. isn't she fierce looking? more later...