as if i didn't have enough to feel depressed about... i was checking the scales at work yesterday only to discover that i weigh just shy of two hundred fucking pounds. this same thing happened about a month ago when i checked them, and i saw that i weighed 190lbs. i am a whale. i had, up until about a year and a half ago, weighed in at 170 lbs and had been that size for about 15yrs. yay! fatness! grrrrr..........