last night was a blast... went to rochester for the lords of acid concert with jason, his sister, kristin, and his friend, jc. it's been a long time since i was crushed in a crowd, up against the stage, screaming, jumping, head banging, et all. my ears are ringing, my body is broken and i feel great about the whole thing. lords of acid were amazing. deb is a sex godess and praga khan is my kinda guy. when they took the stage, all vinyl-ed up and looking dangerously glam, i really felt at home. they were so eighties new wave with a dark side i couldn't stand it. it felt like 1981 and i was old enough to go out... shut up- i was only thirteen that year. jc and kristin got pulled up on stage for the second to last song, pussy. what a great time. then jason and i almost got mangled when praga and then deb decided to crowd surf... how cool. i enjoyed the company too. jc is very quick-witted, gorgeous,and has definite potential to be larger than life. kristin is very cute in a lady assassin sort of way and funny as hell. they were great on stage. what a rush. i have to start doing this shit more often. i feel like my life is getting the kick in the ass that it needed. i enjoyed spending the night and day before with the kids too. i feel a bit strange about the way things will change here- that the kids and i won't see each other everyday, but i enjoy the time when we are together, just the four of us... they love jason. even bob, the cat, loves him. bob doesn't like many people. i think he may be gay...